Wednesday, 30 July 2008

CH,CH,CH,CHANGES, TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE.

Today I discovered this book, on the market, it was sort of calling me. Its called THE POWER IS WITHIN YOU. It is clearly a turning point. It is the help I needed that I didnt get. It was like it was put there just for me. This used to happen a lot to me and it was so nice to find it happening again. Maybe Sheng Sh'ui is trying to get hold of me again. It felt like it. I started reading and after just one day am half way through it. It is such a lift for me. It was so nice a day that I went for a ride on scooter, aimlessly, found myself in Broughton Astley, in the park. I sat beneath a tree in the sun and read and read and read. It has made me realise a lot of things I have been doing wrong. It made me see where other people have been negatively affecting me. It made me see that how I can change my life by changing my thoughts and words. When I got home I looked at the latest RECYCLE/RECLAIM painting destined for Hastings and realised what it was I didnt like about it and so attacked it with vigour and positivity and look how it has altered ! Wow, such a change. My mind set has changed likewise. I no longer need to chase people to get me what I want/need in my life. Life will either bring them to me or not. Either way, releasing the grip of the ego is the key. Now Im telling myself that I love me and that I deserve all the good things I have, and that I thoroughly deserve the wonderful things to come. I thoroughly deserve a new career and I will have that wonderful new career very very very soon. It doesnt matter now that in the short term I have to return to taxiing as I just KNOW it is very short term due to me now having no money left in the bank, it doesnt matter.

lets try this together people. lets all say this affirmation: I love me, I am a wonderful person, I deserve all the wonderful gifts in my life, including Life itself.

say it, let it go out to the universe, let the universe do its thing.

Peace to all

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